Weekly Five Countdown

I just got this idea from a blog called Bookish Penguin. She calls hers Monday Five Countdown.

Five things I'm grateful for
1. My dogs- they bring me so much joy.


2. My friends - they are there for me whenever I need them


3. Christmas is this weekend and I get to spend all of Christmas Eve at church. No better place to be.

4. That I am finished with my shopping except for one gift card.


5. That I am off work for 2 weeks


Four Things I Can't Stop Thinking About



1. The things I am going to do this week


2. Finding peace in my life.

3. Organizing my "things" and getting rid of a lot of "things"

4. Marriage and babies


Three Things I Want To Accomplish This Week



1. Finishing my shopping



2. Clean


3. relax


Two Things I Am Working To Be Positive About



1. My family dynamics


2. My self


One Random Thing



1.
My garage door is driving me crazy. It will not stay down. I must call my landlord.









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One of these days

One day I hope to find peace with myself and my life. I hope to love me for me. The Tim McGraw lyrics say it all.

Now everybody stands up


The congregation sings

It's a song of sweet forgiveness

And as the chorus rings

The wind blows clear my memory

The pages start to turn

And suddenly I'm singing

The moment that I learn



One of these days I'm gonna love me

And feel the joy of sweet release

One of these days I'll rise above me

And at last I'll find some peace

And then I'm gonna smile a little

And maybe even laugh a little

But one of these days...

I'm gonna love me

Why?

Why? Why do I do these things to myself? Why do I ask about things I don't really want to know about?
When my mom is doing things or is with people I don't want to know about, I ask anyway.

The recent is asking about a friends daughter who is pregnant. I want to know she is feeling good. But then hearing all about he pregnancy and dute date etc and feeling her belly ...makes me cry. I am jealous, there I said it......

Why can't I just get over these things?
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Tired

I am tired of always being the single one at the party. I feel like such a child. Will I ever be with someone? I am also tired of being tired and sad and fatigued and fat. Tired, tired, tired.

A new adventure awaits!

Next year I am going to be teaching vocal music at a new middle school. I am so excited and yet it does not seem real. I have only worked at one school amd I love the people there! I will miss them so much, but I know those who are my friends will remain my friends!!