Why?

Why? Why do I do these things to myself? Why do I ask about things I don't really want to know about?
When my mom is doing things or is with people I don't want to know about, I ask anyway.

The recent is asking about a friends daughter who is pregnant. I want to know she is feeling good. But then hearing all about he pregnancy and dute date etc and feeling her belly ...makes me cry. I am jealous, there I said it......

Why can't I just get over these things?
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LeahR's Gallery: Perfect You.

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Tired

I am tired of always being the single one at the party. I feel like such a child. Will I ever be with someone? I am also tired of being tired and sad and fatigued and fat. Tired, tired, tired.

A new adventure awaits!

Next year I am going to be teaching vocal music at a new middle school. I am so excited and yet it does not seem real. I have only worked at one school amd I love the people there! I will miss them so much, but I know those who are my friends will remain my friends!!

A Brand New Start??

I had an interview today for a new music teaching job. This is for a choir director in a middle school. I feel like the interview went well. But, you never know what the principal wants and is thinking. I would to do something different. I have enjoyed elementary teaching but would love to do more choral than general music. I love the staff where I am, which has made this decision difficult. But now that I am over that, I really hope I get the job!

WICKED! WICKED! WICKED!

I am so obsessed with the musical "Wicked." I was lucky enough to see it twice when it came to Kansas City. I bought tickets with my sister and a friend (who did not know I bought tickets) bought tickets for my birthday! I sat in the orchestra section both times! I saw it the year before that and really liked it, but now... I think it helped sitting closer, I could see the expressions on the performers faces. After the first show I looked up Marcie Dodd and Helene Yorke on the internet. Sound like great people and I have been following the actresses and wicked online ever since! I listen to the CD all the time. Wishing the touring cast had their own CD of the show! Anyway.... if you haven't seen the show, I highly recommend you go if it is coming to a theatre near you!