One of these days

One day I hope to find peace with myself and my life. I hope to love me for me. The Tim McGraw lyrics say it all.

Now everybody stands up


The congregation sings

It's a song of sweet forgiveness

And as the chorus rings

The wind blows clear my memory

The pages start to turn

And suddenly I'm singing

The moment that I learn



One of these days I'm gonna love me

And feel the joy of sweet release

One of these days I'll rise above me

And at last I'll find some peace

And then I'm gonna smile a little

And maybe even laugh a little

But one of these days...

I'm gonna love me

Why?

Why? Why do I do these things to myself? Why do I ask about things I don't really want to know about?
When my mom is doing things or is with people I don't want to know about, I ask anyway.

The recent is asking about a friends daughter who is pregnant. I want to know she is feeling good. But then hearing all about he pregnancy and dute date etc and feeling her belly ...makes me cry. I am jealous, there I said it......

Why can't I just get over these things?
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Tired

I am tired of always being the single one at the party. I feel like such a child. Will I ever be with someone? I am also tired of being tired and sad and fatigued and fat. Tired, tired, tired.

A new adventure awaits!

Next year I am going to be teaching vocal music at a new middle school. I am so excited and yet it does not seem real. I have only worked at one school amd I love the people there! I will miss them so much, but I know those who are my friends will remain my friends!!

A Brand New Start??

I had an interview today for a new music teaching job. This is for a choir director in a middle school. I feel like the interview went well. But, you never know what the principal wants and is thinking. I would to do something different. I have enjoyed elementary teaching but would love to do more choral than general music. I love the staff where I am, which has made this decision difficult. But now that I am over that, I really hope I get the job!